I have a friend with a really high metabolism who eats like shit and eats so much and is still amazingly skinny, like thinspo skinny. Is it bad that I kinda hate her a little now? Because she has literally everything I’ve starved for without any effort, and then she complains about it, like “I’m too skinny you can see my bones” “I have no ass” “I lost a stone in one month without trying”. Anyone else have this issue or am I just a bitch?
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I know I have been gone for a long time. I kept binging and I felt too guilty to come back on. I know it didn’t help me because I’m pretty sure I gained all my weight back and then some more. I’m a giant mess and a giant failure.
While I was gone though I gained about 21 more followers which still amazes me.
It makes me happy to see I’m not alone in this world and others know what I’m going through.
It saddens me to know that there are this many people and so much more suffering with what I’m going through daily.
You all deserve so much love and appreciation and so much more than y'all get. I love you all so much and thank you for supporting me. Stay strong and stay safe. 💖
Not trying to sound like an actual crazy person here, but does anyone else have a certain friend(s) you find bring out your binging side more? Like there’s just something about them that makes you want to eat constantly when you’re around them so in order to stay on track you try and avoid them even though you really wanna see them but you just keep telling yourself “I’ll see them more when I’m skinny”?
My ex would actually make me binge and starve. He’s get me high and buy me junk food which would always turn into a huge binge, then he’d complain about how fat I am and say he’s worried about my health. So I finally dropped that crusty shit stain of a human and now my diet is going wonderful
i would feel so much better about myself if i didn’t work at a college full of hot skinny girls. i get that it’s thinspo but it’s always different when you see it in real life
sometimes, when i binge, i’m too fucking ashamed to even look at thinspo.
you can scroll through as much thinspo as you like, but you’ll only get thin if you put the work in
Me in the beginning:*looks at Thinspo* oH My gOd pEoPle loOk liKe tHiS?
Me now: *sips green tea and looks at bonespo* Hm, this isn’t skinny enough.
quick motivation:
once you’re skinny enough, the mirror can be your thinspo

